My Everything

The loneliness of nights alone

the search for strength to carry on

my every hope has seemed to die

my eyes had no more tears to cry

then like the sun shining up above

you surrounded me with your endless love

Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything

Nothing your love won't bring

My life is yours alone

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Every night I pray

On bended knee

That you will always be

My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams

are suddenly reality

you've opened up my heart to feel

a kind of love that's truly real

a guiding light that'll never fade

there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade

for the love you give it won't let go

I hope you'll always know

You are my everything

Nothing your love won't bring

My life is yours alone

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Every night I pray

On bended knee

That you will always be

My everything

You're the breath of life in me

the only one that sets me free

and you have made my soul complete

for all time (for all time)

So what if it's a boyband song??? it speaks what my heart feels. Makes me wanna sing this song to him out loud & proud. Feeling so jiwang tonite...must be the romantic comedy movie I was watching earlier. Can't wait til my biggest dream to come true. One of my primary school friends just got married...so lucky...when will my time come? can't stand being apart from him. I hate having to go separate ways at the end of the day. Sometimes I think it isn't fair..but good things come to those who wait. That's what he said to comfort me. Makes me wanna cry how things turn out.

Speaking of boyband...backstreet boys is coming to NZ for a concert!!! Ok I know I am a 22 year old turning 23 next year...but c'mon I was a hugeeee fan of them. I want to see them live in concert dancing!

Logan's reaction whenever I mention about the concert is quite funny. But he said he can't have me going alone. So I teased him saying that so that means he'll come? & he..uh...he said he'll have to :D

Not that I have the money to go to the concert. I want to :( The only concert I been to was Linkin Park & that was agesssss ago! when I was still in skool! Wanna go to the BSB concert *sob sob*

I would like to explain several things on this blog but if I do, it would show lack of respect for several people so I gotta keep my mouth shut.

Gonna go to sleep now...just thought I share the lyrics...originally wanted to post just the lyrics but.. oh well.

Closet Monster

It's not funny anymore!!

Where in the world are my FAVE skirt, & my brown jacket (one of my faves) & 2 of my black long sleeve shirt (which is my basic shirt that I wear underneath a top)???

I haven't worn my skirt & my jacket in agessss and now that summer is here, I wanna wear them! Drives me nuts looking for them. What's more irritating is I got them on sale so I can't lose these good bargains.

Gahhhhhhh. Maybe I have a monster in my closet?

Tomorrow's Eid. Cannot wait to see Logan. Most probably not going to Eid prayer tomorrow. I doubt I'll be out the door, making my way to the bus stop, at 7am. It's already 12.12am & I am not really sleepy so might take a while for me to sleep...gotta call Logan at 3.50am too so he can pray Isha & then Fajr...pity the guy..he's sick so went to sleep early...

But if it turns out that I won't sleep the whole nite, then I'll go to the prayer...& then hang out at the mall til I go to Albany Station & meet Logan there.

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

This song is just too catchy!! right??? Love this song!!! If it pops in my or Logan's head, we would sing along together. No he doesn't pms like a..uhh, can't say the word (google the lyrics if you want to know). He's actually stable..doesn't change feelings from one minute to another..

He's actually quite a fun guy to hang with. Probably the most boring thing we like to do is hang out at a bookstore and spend at least an hour there just reading the books there (he reads books, I read recipe books lol)..it's not really boring, it actually makes me feel content.

Okay, I've found my skirt, it was under some bags. And i've found one of my black shirts..it was in my backpack but whereeeee are the other two??

This is making me tired.

So, I'll update soon..I think? Actually, don't count on it, I get really lazy to blog when nothing exciting is going on in my life (by exciting, I mean, negative stir up of emotions...like not finding my fave jacket I got on sale....hmm come to think of it..I got all my jackets on sale :D ).

Selamat hari raya/Happy Eid to all Muslims reading my blog.

You know you love me
XOXO

(LOL i'm not a fan of Gossip Girl...just have always wanted to do that in a post)

Okay well I can't 'prim up' this post because blogger isn't showing the font style, font size & all that. I might edit this next time I get on.

The Best Thing Ever

I miss Logan :'(

I don't really like to talk about him. I don't believe other people really want to hear how sweet and adorable and funny he is...

But one thing is for sure, he is the best thing that happened to me. The next 2-3 weeks will be harddd cuz exams are coming up, that means less time to hang out...but he insists on coming to Albany, and insists that I NEVER go to town to meet up halfway.

So that is it. Had a great weekend and now I am prepared to face what is coming my way.

BACK!!!

Hello World!

Soooo....exams coming up...

Perfect timing to start blogging again, I guess? :P

Ok, well, hmmmmmm...I think it's pretty sucky that Northstar bus has stopped operating until further notice. Oh c'mon people!!!!! Thats what we use! I took it so many times that I have my fave drivers now. I remember one of them said that they really do not care about this Industrial Action thingy and strikes. He said he's not worried, all he cares about is that people still take the bus.

My sleeping cycle is out of whack now....gahhh!!!

For You

I'll be loving you forever

Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never

Even if you took my heart and tore it apart

I would love you still forever

You are the sun, you are my light

And you're the last thing on my mind

Before I go to sleep at night

You're always 'round when I'm in need

When trouble's on my mind

You put my soul at ease

There is no one in this world

Who can love me like you do

So many reasons that I

Want to spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever

Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never

Even if you took my heart and tore it apart

I would love you still forever

We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes

But who'd have guessed along that road

We'd learn to give and take

It's so much more than I could have dreamed

You make loving you

So easy for me

There is no one in this world

Who can love me like you do

That is the reason that I

Want to share forever with you

I'll be loving you forever

Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never

Even if you took my heart and tore it apart

I would love you still forever

(And girl I pray you leave me never)

'Cus this is a world

Where lovers often go astray

But if we love each other

We won't go, won't go that way

So put your doubts aside

Do what it takes to make it right

'Cos I'll love you forever

No one can tear us apart

I'll be loving you forever

Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never

Even if you took my heart and tore it apart

I would love you still forever

I just want you to know that

I can't eat, I can't sleep

I can't breathe, whenever I'm without you

When we walk, I stand tall

When we talk, I only talk about you girl

Damage~Forever

For You.

To Someone Special

This is an open public wish....


Happy Birthday Logan/Faris!!!!


Weeeee we'll celebrate when I get back there!

I just want the whole world to know it's my boyfriend's birthday on Jan 7th.

He deserves a public wish cuz he's been a great funny kind partner!

A Sweet Stranger

Ya I know. It's been a while since I last blogged.

There's currently no internet connection at home, I'm letting Murni set it up cuz the last time I called Snap, the person on the line was rude especially after knowing I wasn't the account holder. And I've been sick, getting better though.

3 exam results are out! I'm quite shocked cuz business finance which I totally did not prepare for (I was already in the holiday mood since it was the last paper) is the best (result) so far. I think I flunked part B which was the long questions. Law was quite surprising too cuz I was up til 4am shedding tears. Management accounting was a disappointment.

If my financial accounting isn't an A, then I definitely can't get on the Dean's List this year. If I do get an A, then I'll be motivated for the 4 papers next semester, which really won't be easy with Auditing & Taxation.

Overall, am I shocked?

No.

I knew all along I've been having too much fun last semester. People who have been reading my blog can tell that too.

At least I won't get a love letter from the Malaysian government. I didn't get any C+ or below. I can start worrying about getting Honours offer though, management accounting is sort of pulling it down. But I do have the other 4 papers to hope (& work) for.

Anyway, moving on.

8 days with just me & the house proved what I knew all along; I'm content with my own company. And no internet! Yeah. Definitely content. Baked a cake, made kuih lapis, plenty of book-reading, tv-watching, shopping, movie-watching, being sick :P

Awwwww this guy in the same uni lab is so sweet. He remembers the date he asked his girlfriend to be his girlfriend & he believes it's meant to be. He wanted to ask her since March. Totally sounds like he's smitten with his gf who has been one of his closest friends. And she has liked him all along. *awwww* Don't accuse me of eavesdropping! He's talking with this girl out loud bout it. Aihhh isn't this stranger sweet?

I can't wait til new semester starts. Sleeping in is nice & all but uni is nicer. I miss uni.

Right now I'm hungry so I'm going home to make mee goreng...

Have a good week ahead peeps.